Wednesday, December 19, 2007
~ 12:28 am ~
Nadleeh.. Came accross this term while watching Gundam 00, it means dual spirit of different gender residing inside one entity. Was kinda bored because I spent the entired day at home rotting, so I began to think a little about it. Yes, that's right, ever since secondary school, people's been calling me names of being a homosexual bluntly because of my looks or simply the way I present myself. Even so, I've never actually questioned my sexuality, wherefore I believe that I am straight which is justified by my constant fantasies about chicks and the feeling of threat whenever a guy approaches. Still then, even the manliest man on Earth would have a little feminine side of him. The following philosophy is by Marcus.. Deep inside of everyone, two "souls" will reside, one driven by pure instinct, the other by curiosity.. The former dominant whilest the latter recessive under normal circumstances. I believe people become homosexual not because of instincts but because of their curiosity which is so over-whelming, they began to think that it is them. Whereas for a bisexual, both souls are at equilibrium. Many religion, like my own, forbid these acts and as much as I love God, I can't deny thay deep inside of me lies my other self too.. Proof of it's existence is justified by the fact that each time I see a pretty girl, more of me will go "Wow!. She's uber hot!!" While deep inside of me another half would say in "Wonder what's it's like being her".
Still, I do not approve of homosexual relationships because if one were to let his curiosity get the better of him, it would lead him/her to oblivion ay? Anyways, a little update on life!.. I'll most probably be going out tomorrow(fingers crossed) and I'll get to see my bro's young tutor, hope she's cute!!... Work on Thursday, looking forward to no audit, no truck and 1.5 times pay!!... XD
Tataz!... =)
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
~ 2:58 am ~
I seem to be obessessed with Superman, wearing anything with an S symbol nowadays seems to make me a little confident.. Hmmmmm... Yeaps, the holidays are finally here and by, am I in a need of a good rest. =) Well, not that I'm really shagged but 3 PBL free weeks seems really awesome aye? Anyways, pissed Daisy off on Friday, awaiting an F now. No, not because I dislike her, but it was more of me being grumpy old King Lear. XD Speaking of King Lear, just got a copy of it from Kinokuniya today. Dropped by town to catch Alvin and the Chipmunks with QZ and Jason, t'was a nice movie, pretty amazing graphics I must say. Falling more and more in love with Shakespeare's works!.. Ol'school Brit English's appealing to me more and more now. Been kinda scandalicious at TRU now with the arival of a sizzling siren who's unfortunately taller then me(then again, which sizzling siren ain't?) and towers over 70% of the males. As thou hadst knowest of, season hath arrived. Busiest of the busiest, hadst the crowd been since, like the wrath of Neptune striking against Aceh's shores. Even break's been reduced to a half of an hour. The horror.. But thee shalt sulk not. Ay, for the birth of Thy Lord is nearing. Like a bear to it's honey, come unto him we shalt, and rejoice!.. =)
Sorry if you didn't understand me, I was just trying to apply what I've aquired from digesting Shakespeare's works. I wanted to grab a copy of Shakespeare's The Sonnets( a collaboration of his poems)but it's like 18 bucks, so I'll most probably grab in the coming month.. =) Speaking of which, I think I'll be rich by the end of January, my pay roll is from 15 to 15 each month. So with 3(PBL free) weeks to spare, I shall put a little effort into my working hours and score at least a 500+ pay-cheque.. Wootz.. More on to money matters, I want;
A copy of the Sonnets
A Cardigan that matches my TopMan cap
More tees
A polo or two
A pair of white and black skinnys
A Von Dutch hat
An Enamel Black PSP Slim
A 1:60 Exia
A pair of Superman undies
A pair of shorts for school
Yeap, and like I've said before dear readers, Christmas is coming!.. Right, just joking.. =) Also, I'm in a Dilemma, PPF Backyar BBQ, or Shisha with CS? Christmas Party with family, or 4E5 peeps? Dear readers, canst thee be the jury for me? XD Oh, before I forget, went pooling again with Garf, Ann and her friend. T'was fun, but I was really shagged and Ann's friend seems to be in an emotional distress(shall not disclose other's privacy). Hope you guys enjoyed my new posting style fo a change, the same old 12/12/07: Blah blah blah... 13/12/07 blah blah blah... just seemed a little old and running out of steam due to it's handicap in the area of emotional expressions. In fact with my new blogging style, I fell like I'm chatting with you right now!!.. Right? =)
C'yazzz.... Pop me a tag or message in MSN sometimes yeah. ^^
Friday, December 14, 2007
~ 12:26 am ~
A year ago you left me. I was lost, I had no where to go, no one to turn to. I've given everyone up because of you. Nothing seemed more important then than you being by my side and just in a moment, you're gone. That doesn't mean I gave up. I tried to forget, yet the more I do so, the more desperate I get. I did stuffs that were stupid and was totally out of this world and eventually things turned real ugly. It was then that I realized, the ones whom I really needed were by my side all along and I almost forsaked them.After you left me, i became stronger, I did not allow any little emotions to get into my way anymore. Afraid to get closer and too attached to anyone out of the fear of loss and yes, relationship after relationship, this virtue that you had taught me still stood strong. It was you who showed me that I was naive, that puppy love was never meant to last. Girl, for that and more you mean more to me then ever, and even if I'll never again hold you in my arms, nor even have a sentence with you, the memories we had will never forgotten. I sincerely thank you for everything you've done for me.
I miss you
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
~ 9:04 pm ~
Our Father in Heaven.your Kindom come,
your Will be done,
on Earth as in on Heaven.
Give us today, our daily bread.
Forgive our sins
as we forgve those who have sinned against us.
Save us from the time of trial
and deliver us from evil.
For the Kingdom, the power and the
glory are yours
now and forever.
Amen
Sunday, December 09, 2007
~ 11:46 am ~
Weee... Golden Compass is a nice movie, watch it people!.. Hvae't posted in a week so I shalt update a little.. =)Tuesday
Went buying my DS with cousin Brendan. Wanted go Sheesha initially before mom transferred the money to my account but the guy asked for my IC and i was ike, ok fine nevermind. When Funan after that I couldn't manage to find any store that sold an R4 and became real emo. Bren then asked me to try Sim Lim which I was reluctant at first but decided to go in the end and viola, got my R4!!.. Thanks cuzzie!!. Bought a black DSL, and R4 and a 2 GB micro mmc for 340 bucks. Went PS to shop for accessories and when hope to download the R4's kernel. Had troble at first because I did not know i my R4 was the China version until Maya from ppf sent me hers.. Thanks Maya!..
Wednesday
Nothing much happened today, was late for school and it was ebterprise which was really borring.. >.< Brendan was suppose to say over at my place but he did not because he did not allow him.
Thursday
Was suppose to go to schol and take UT today, but got lazy so slept till noon.Then left for Vuppage and met up with Garfield for pool. Play about an hour or so and then Ann came. They played pool after that while I played my DS. Went PS for dinner after that and headed home. =)
Friday
Ponned Daisy's lesson today because I felt really exhausted and decided to take a rest. Went to Macs to slack and had my breakfast there. Then had a real bad tummy ache so i went to West Mall's toilet. After everything was doen, sat on the toilet bowl(obviously after cleaning up and sat on the lid) to play Pokemo. Managed to catch Azelf which was a little easier then Uxie. Headed home for a nap and went to work. Work was alright as usual, don't feel so alien now that I've already know most of the new guys. Straightened UOI with Syafiq and had lots of fun with him crapping and looking at girls. Went home after that and completed pokemon!..
Saturday
Slept till real late today, then went Marina Sq with my W35R peeps. By the time I reached there, only Jerald, Poh Yee, April, Jeline, Felicia and her boyfriend where left. Fel and her bf left soon afterwards and went to watch the Golden compass with the rest. The movie finished at 9.20, Jerald and Jeline cabbed away while April, Poh Yee and yours truly headed for the MRT. Aprils kept aking questions like how many exs who you have and how was your first kiss which made me blush alot on the MRT. >.< Met up with Joseph for supper and he stayed over at my place.
Sunday
Did not go to work today, sent in my request late. >.< Slacked at home instead and went Westmall for supper. Went coffee bean after that because Joseph wanted to study. Had a large mocha which game me insomia till 5 in the morning.
Monday
Work up at 10 today and decided to skip school again.. =) Stayed at home and used the com the entire day. Managed to watch episode 10 of 00, it was sad to see two of my favourite Meisters cry.. =( But then again they survived Sergei's plan which was sweet. Slept awhile in the afternoon, woke upp for dinner and helped my mom on the Christmas tree.. Also, invented a new work today, goog, it means Marcus is a super Genius, while toog means Ann is a super genius. However, since goog uses less letter then toog, it means i'm a better genius, right Ann?. =)
Sunday, December 02, 2007
~ 8:11 pm ~
Sheeze.. I'm finally a little tanned!.. Went cycling at ECP today but shall update about Saturday first.. =)Saturday
Went K-boxing with Jason at JE. Went Lot 1 initially, then realized that the K-Box there closed down already, hence we headed to JE. Had the K lunch set thingy and sang till my voice went coarse. Sadly the selection of English and Japenese songs were limited. Oh well.. Headed to Bugis to shop, walked around for like 2 hours and here's what I bought: A back pack, 2 Yellow shirt, A purple shirt, A Green Superman Shirt, A pair of white skinnies and a olive drab singlet. Went Suntec after that because Jason wanted to see if the McCafe girl was working, so had Macs for dinner but sadly for him, she wasn't there. Then went back to Bugis again, then walked to Raffles City, Esplanade then Raffles Place MRT because we had nothingbetter to do. =)
Sunday
Woke up at 9 today, took a bath immediately and headed straight to Easy Coast with my family. Sat and chat with my cuzzies they went cycling with Brendan while Alex went for his performance rehearsal. Cycled through and fro as usual till it was late afternoon, yes it was tiring but it was fun because the sun was scorching!.. =) Had a mini barbeque afterwards and Alex returned to join us. Headed home afterwards.
=)
Saturday, December 01, 2007
~ 12:16 am ~
Ok.. Friendsters down and it's really been a real tired day, had work and school but I'll stil blog!.. XD Went late to school deliberately because a certain someone was late.. *Coughs* Jason *Coughs* Met Daniel Soh at Woodlands, going sheesha on Monday!!.. =)Reached class at 0942 and they were having a discussion about "who I am" which was the tpic for today. Was kinda fun becase we could see why certain classmates are the way they are. Went breakfast with Ah pek and the gang as usual and second meeting was kinda boring. Went meet Chun Hui to pass him his forms during the second break and had a chat with Hong Wei below W2 while waiting for the talk to end. Went back to class after tapping my card and they were watching this horror film with uber hot babes!.. Had 3rd meeting as usual, made a while out of the rubber hose below our chairs. Walked to causeway with my classmates(for the first time. =D). Went causyway to get my earpiece and headed off to work. Saw Sutian at the station, went dinner at BK even thogh I was late. XD Work was kinda tiring, helped clear all the UOI boxed items with help form Mr Syafiq! The Mattel girl waved to me but i was still shy to get her number though. Straightened Boys with Suqiman and went home with Muhaimin(hope i spelt it right) Sly and the AISS gang. Mom says she buying my PSP slim!..=D
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
~ 10:46 pm ~
Heya people!!... Ponned school today to do some shopping.. XD Anyways, met up with Jason in the afternoon after his dental appointment and went to central fo pick up my pants and had brunch then headed home to change and left for town. It rained heavily when we arrived so went Lido for window shopping, then headed off to taka and had a look at this year's BAKUC finalists' models. Some were real nice but most of the Junior categoriy models were like uber CMI and there's even this Open Cat finalist which was uber >.<. All he did was paint the necessary parts and some panel linings and purleasse.. NO TOP COAT? But I was really impressed by most of the models, especially the Scratch Built Providence by the S'pore BAKUC champ two years back. I'm so gonna take part in BAKUC next year!!... XDHeaded to Yoshinoya for dinner and they were playing BoA's Made in 20.. =) Went to Cine to look at the Tidus necklace and I find it a little too big so I decided to pass. Went HMV to find my singlet and went HMV to check out some albums which was where I saw Ballack!!.. =D Jason bought a Retro(1986) chinese CD and we headed off to Magic Hall for a quick glance through and headed to Suntec to buy my Batman Shit. Unfortunately the design for the Batman shirts wasn't real nice so i went for the Superman one instead. Went McCafe to slack afterwards and Jason found the McCafe crew cute!.. Hehehex.. Then while on the train back I had this sudden urge to sing so i'll be going to K Box this Saturday.. =D That's all folks!..
Great God knows all our needs,
Bless you, our watch, and guard our sleep.
Forgive our Sins of thoughts and deeds,
And in your peace your Servants keep.
We Thank you for the day that's come,
We trust you for the days to be.
Your love we learn in Christ your Son.
Oh may we all his glory, see.
Amen...
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
~ 11:33 pm ~
Ohhh Gosshh.. T'is been more then a month since I've last blogged.. Sorry peeps, been kinda lazy lately.. =X Anyways, more updates on life itself, Christmas Season's coming up and it's been really busy at work, but it's enjoyable becase of the newly reshuffled management and not to mention off the staffs!.. <3 Amin's in forum now and he's really funny, except when he says that I have a belly(which I so obiously don't?) =( Of course, I shan't leave out that W35R is loved!!.. Though I haven't really bonded myself much with them but they are all really nice peeps, except for this wierd guy who seems to put everyone off, yeah. =) Also, on my grades, it seems that I've been doing far much better in this semseer compared to the previous except Enterprise, but I guess i'll scrape through somehow in the end. =) Life's petty aimless recently, besides the occasional Gundam Modelling, it's been School, Work, Sleep, School, Sleep, School, Sleep....(Cycyle continues..) No worries though, holiday's are coming up with a plannned 4E5 chalet and a rumoured W35R chalet, things should brighten up a little more.. XD Been hanging out with QZ, Ah Pek, Jason and gang during breaks nw because DSS had officially spiltted up.. T.T Yes, all of us lead different lives now, but what's most important is that deep in our hearts, we're friends forever!.. =) Recently also saw come enstrangement with Ah Pek and Hong Wei, heard it got better already but we'll just have to hope Hong Wei doesn't end up forgetting us totally and we'll just become hi-bye friends.
A little update on workplace now.. Man, there are so many new staff now that sometimes i do feel new in the store. XD Most of the new guys i've met so far are real nice and friendly and there's even this Starcard Embassador(Darwis) from DUNEARN!!.. Ok, it ws like on Sunday when Dawis approached me and asked if I was from DSS and I was like, wow, cool! Well he ain't the first Dunearn guy to work here(first being Weng Fai) but it's still cool and he recognizes me!.. Muahahahaha.. O yeah, there's like a few cute girls in store too, the female promoters ar like real real cute and a few of the new female staffs too!.. Haven't checked out the some of
the girls yet so hopefully this Friday wou;d be a good day. =)
Now to school.. Steph is now together with her beloved Sin Ee!.. Must gong xi her and hope they'll last.. =) Most of my Facilitators this semester are real nice, though some may not give good first impressions, but as we get to know each other better, i guess I came to realize they weren't as bad as what I thought. Had a change in our Culture facilitator recently, Yea, it was sad to see faith go but the new faci did provide me with constructive comments with i found them useful and happy t hear it. =) However, I didn't submit my RJ for Friday which left me feeling a little guilty.. =( Back to the wierd guy, yes I know almost everyone's against him. I have all the reason to do so because at times, you'll be there, with your teammates worrying about what to do and cracking your brains while he sits there and plays his game or else do unnecessary reasearch, or worst, give lame comments. Then at 1430 he asks; " So what am I presentating later?".
I seriously wish I could slap him straight in the face and what's worst is that he accused some of my classmates of not doing their work amd I was like, "okkay WTF?..". Yet no matter how much I do wanna discriminate him, I'm still restraint by the words of the Lord, to "Love Thy Neighbout as Thyself". Yes, to treat others the way you want to be treated and as a former victim of discrimination, I understand how hurtful it feels.
Cousin Brendan retained in sec 3 unfortunately, but look on the bright side, at least he could drag on his NS enlistment date. XD Going to have family picnic this Sunday so i'd better get the Mattel promoter's number this Friday(Hope she's available, muahahhahas). Bet'cha i'm so gonna lose 3 kg or more from cycling this time!!.. I'll not be going to school tomorrow as i'd promised to pei Jason pon and also because I have to drop by the tailor's in the morning.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
~ 7:49 pm ~
Sorry, guys. haven't been blogging lately because I have been quite busy at school and once I reach home I'll get real shagged..Anyways, had 4E5 class gathering yesterday!.. Yeah, i seriously do miss those guys. Met up with Vincent, Daniel, Marcus Tan and Wei Jie at West Mall at 5 and took 176 to West Coast. Wei Jie don't even know where I live.. What a friend.. Haiz.. Haha. Made fun of Wei Jie on the way to the pit because he dressed up like a contractor. Vincent and Daniel got finned by NEA for throwing their cigerette butts on the ground, like a hundred bucks eah la. Poor thing. The pit was like at the east side of West Coast whereby the play-ground and stuffs were like at the West side, so we had to walk a while to get the Mac which was unfortunate because it was the only place we could buy ice from. Went back to Macs on the car thingy Jason rented and got like two big cups of ice. Help a little with the cooking and played a little rugby, it was violent, but nevertheless fun. =) The food wasn't bad, easpecially the chicken wings that were cooked by Wei Jie. But the weather wasn't really on our side and it rained quite heavily for a while in which all of us ran to the toilet to seek shelter. Packed up after the rain stopped and threw coke cans that we weren't able to finish on the ground so that the can would puncture and coke would spray out of it. Went to the playground to climb the rope thing and played with the Zip-Line awhile before heading to Macs. The rope thingy was real high but we managed to climb to the top, Krystle could climb fomr the bottom to the top in less then a minute and she could even do stunts on it. Took a cab home with Ee Chen, Lindsey and Xue Wei.
Woke up at 12 this morning, went to bathe and donwloaded ep 1 of Gundam 00. Well, it isn't as spectacular as the first episode of Gundam SEED Destiny, but neevertheles cool, especially the Excia and Kyrios. Also Wong Ryumin's sexy!.. XD Went Vivo with QZ and Jason for shopping. XD Bought a pair of Black, Havainanas, two black tees, a white stripped polo and a pair of skinny black pants. $159 in total. >.< Went Harbour front for dinner and headed home as all of us were tired.
That's all folks.. =)
Saturday, September 29, 2007
~ 1:24 pm ~
Sorry for not blogging guys! Lazy to do so yea.. =) Anyways, new semester, new class, new beginning!... Say W15J shal be loved forever and so should W35R!.. My new clasmates are nice and of course not to forget, Happy Birthday Jason!!. =DOk, highlights people.. A week ago, saw the staff roster and saw this Weng Fai there, I was like, could It be him? Neve thought much of it as I thougt it can't be so coincidental but still I told Joseph about it and guess what? Mr Ho Weng Fai and I were busily chatting on the sales floor the next day. =) Yes, coincidence people, incidently, he came in via recommendation from Izwan how happened to be Li Yuan and Howard's classmate.. I was like, omg, this world really is small!. Nothing much happened just that Sheena's gonna ps us to hang out with her "cute guy".. >.< No Daniel and Sheena le!. Left me and Steph. Haiz..
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
~ 1:35 pm ~
This post is for my late Great Grandmother.. She passed away peacefully ths morning at Tan Tock Seng Hospital, she was a hundred and three.. Received the news at around 1.20 from Brendan, called mom and dad immediately and they said they already knew. Wanted to phone Grandma and comfort her but I'm afraid I'll make the matter worst so I'll probaly comfort her later. Though I haven't spoken to her for a few years now as she suffered from Alzheimer's and couldn' even remember who we are but my memories briefly recalled her telling us stories while we were kids and how she always told us she would go below to buy sweets for us whenever we cried. I loved her dearly because if it wasn't for her I wouldn't even be here today. See, according to my Grandmother, she led a miserable life back in China and was forced to peddle drugs when she was just a child. She then ran away to Singapore where she became the mistress of my late Great Grandfather and had 4 daughters and two sons one whom passed away during World War 2 from malnutrition. She led a long If it wasn't for her detemination to turn away from a life of crime and her dream to have a better life in Singapore, I wouldn't even have been borned. She witnessed many historical events, braved the two World Wars to build a Strong and Closely-knitted family bonded together not because of wealth but Love.. Yes I do feel the love that she has strongly rooted deep into our family and I promise I'll never left it die..I love you Great Grandma... We will never forget you..