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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
~ 3:10 pm ~
Performing Magic is an art.. Yes, I'm a visual artist too and i understand that you all may want attention and your art to be appreciate, but the way you did it was wrong. An artist can't let fued and personal desires get in the way, I let mine do so, I'd rather go out with Peishan or my friends and because of that flunged my O levels art. Most importantly is to never, i repeat never criticise others who you think may be weaker in that area because that will lead to pride and others to dislike you. Artist should always help each other out, not out do and outcast others. Sharing of ideas and passing on skills are the reason the art has remained. Treat other's the way you want to be treated and never criticise other artist's ideas because that's what art's all about, ideas. As i used to be your friend, I hope you'll change for the better. Sorry about your blog, I may have left my emotions get in the way, but please, Magic's blog had never offended you in any sense so please, if you do bear any grudges, feel free to spam my tag.

Saturday, August 18, 2007
~ 10:59 am ~
Yesterday's the 18th of August.. Read back my archives for the past two years at this date to see why it means so much to me..

Anyways, Thursday was science, the problem was about MRI(Magnetic Resonance Imaging),how it works and how much better it is compared to X-Ray. Well it was kinda tough and most of us, infact all of us except Qin Zhi understood the equations. Thus Allan, Kelvin, Hong Wei and I presented more on how it works, the pros and cons etc. Went to food haven with the guys for lunch at the second meeting, then met up with Sheena, Steph and Wei who were also there and then went back to class to complete our work. 3rd meeting went quite smoothly, our group's presentation wasn't bad at all thanks to Qin Zhi. Went home with Steph and Sheena after school, chatted awhile with Sheena. Guessed I kinda hurt her when i joked on Wednesday. Sorry Sheena. =( Sheena also told me no matter how much i like Shan, if i change totally for her i won't be myself anymore. Thanks for that advice Sheena!. XD Chatted with Sabrina on MSN, soon Jason and Allan were added in too. Allan told me how much i had changed and if I could feel the difference in how much classmates are treating me now. Well, guys, I'm sincerely sorry for what I have done in the past few months, I promise to do my best in Poly in the future and to put work aside for my studies because that's what I am, a student.

Was suppose to reach school at 8.30 today, but it rained havily so i reached at about 8.45. Had breakfast in class and Marc arrived shortly afterwards. Some people were late so Marc released the problem statement late and when i asked hi if it's out he asked,"Marcus are you sick today?". Hahaha.. Allan, Kelvin, Hong Wei, Jason and Qin Zhi were in my group today. Qin Zhi came at 11.30 because he went to buy doughnuts from Donut Factory(Raffles City) for us. Thanks Qin Zhi!. Marc also treated us to Pizzas and we had lunch in class. Thanks Marc! I'm so gonna miss you. =( It was wonderful. XD Third meeting went well, Marc complimented on our presentation and the whole class too, he told us he could see the difference in our work now compared to the initial few weeks. Went for dinner at Causeway with DSS and Vincent. I didn't eat because I wasn't feeling too well, instead played DTX Mania. =D Went to sweettalk to buy some drink and Daniel treated us. Thanks Daniel!. XD Took a bus home and Steph was annoyed at the couple two seats infront of us who were like cuddling on the bus. When we turned back to talk one of their friends actually turned his back to face us but when we turned back so did he, kinda strange. I alighted last and i went home to play CS. Met up with Joseph at Macs because I wanted to eat dinner, he studies there whilei played CS and went home at around 2.30, went home after that. Could see that he was kinda exhausted because he has been working at Mark's and Spencer for the past few days.

Nothing much happened yesterday, literally slept through the entire day because i haven't fully recovered so i decided to rest more. Had a dream about her again, it's been a long time since i dreamt about her. =( Was suppose to catch a movie with Qin Zhi and Jason but i couldn't because I was really exhausted. Went to read Charmine's blog and I got really pissed off. Firstyly, she claimed that NONE of her exs ever love her but hello? Did you ever loved your exs too? Do you know how effing difficult it is to commit to a relationship when the other party is an immatured girl who refuses to let go of the pre-pubescent crush? When people tell each other "I love you" because they do indeed treasure it's meaning, however for you, you could tell it to a guy a thousand times but in your heart it will always be "I love Ben and no one else because that's what my heart tells me to". PLease stop being to naive will you? If you do not love a person please do not expect the other person to love you back as well. I'm glad I never loved you because after 2 days when the relationship ended you were already bragging about your new boyfriend and my friends and I were pissed of by that(seriously, who wouldn't?, you said that there isn't a need to explain things to us. Hello?? It clearly states here that you do not care about how your ex feels anymore so why should we even bother about how you felt? Please, get a life and stop saying ohh my life is so horrible, ohh i hate my life and another minute I love my darling alot, and then Oh, I love Ben so much. You make my blood oil and please, for Pete's sake it's impossible for you and Ben(for obvious reasons) so just grow up ok?. One more thing even though you may just be 5 months younger the Shan but your mentality is like a 13 year old and i am ashamed to call myself your ex.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007
~ 10:41 pm ~
I don't know why but as the 18th approaches i'm beginning to feel real real sad.. I know it has long been over between us but i still miss you from deep inside my heart. I know it's impossible between us but i just wish i could hold you in my arms one last time. Once more tears fills my eyes.. Once more, i'm crying for you..

Girl, I miss you..

~ 9:53 pm ~
Hi all!.. I'm sick!.. Not sick in the head, more like down with a flu. =(

Anyways, ran away during the first break out to meet up with DSS at causeway, they pon-ed school so we went to Vivo to catch Rush Hour 3 again. Went TRU before the movie started, played some random stuff and headed off to catch our movie. It's not as funny as the first time but I guess it's because i'm sick. Had high fever and a real bad block nose during the movie and I took a cab home after that. Felt terrible, my nasal muscles ache with every breath, i felt cold, yet hot and the same time, and my head was like spinning. I tried to fall asleep but I would wake up every 2 hour or so.

Woke up at around 8.30 today, mom brought me to see a Doctor Yeo, he told me I have a bacterial infection which was a relief as normal anti-biotics would be able to solve my problems. Dad fetched me to school afterwards, had my breakfast in class and took my medicine which mad me drowsy and want to sleep during the second meeting. I felt real terrible in school to and therefore can't contribute to my team, sorry guys. Philip helped me calculate my GPA and well, I guess i won't be repeating semester one. =D Headed to causeway with DSS and Wei Yi during the second break, they had KFC and i had Cheng tng. Went walking around causeway because Wei Yi wanted to buy a mouse and took a bus back to school. Slept awhile in class until the sickening bunny spoke bad about Jason when Jason, Qin Zhi, Hong Wei, Allan the the rest went for lunch I swore i would have shouted in his face if i'm not ill, i mean, who the hell do you think you are? So what if Jason's a slow learner? At least he puts in effort and you guys should encorage him instead of bitching around about him. Didn't present during the 3rd meeting because I was too sick. Was suppose to meet up with Joseph for diner, but he told me to go home and rest because he could hear from my voice over the phone that i was really sick. Thanks dude!.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007
~ 9:58 am ~
Here are the pics of my Kit-bashed Bumblebee as promised. XD

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Before and after..
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The Kit-bashed cannons..
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Optimus Prime Repaint. XD
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Gonna run at 1st meeting..

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Monday, August 13, 2007
~ 11:39 pm ~
Something just hit me, if people stop buring those paper stuff, wouldn't it reduce global warming? Just a suggestion, no flames please. XD

~ 11:08 pm ~
Yeah.. Time to blog again. Stupid LEO can't load. Grrrr... Can't do my RJ!...

Anyways, woke up at 8.35 today, reached school about 9.40, Qin Zhi left me a slice of Kelvin's birthday cake(one again thanks! XD). Problem today was well, how to convince people that aliens will attack in 2 days time using internet medium. Well, as you know, nobody would believe if someone were to like post it on the internet so yeah, the challenge of the day was making people believe. Since we're not encouraged to do a powerpoint presentation, we made a short video clip accompanied by a short powerpoint presentation instead. Gawd!.. My stupid Windows Movie Maker was so laggy and it took me about an hour and a half to cut of 3 cilps. Was so stressed i almost cried, felt so uselss. Haiz. Jason was like, "Wow, first time seeing you so serious sia." XD Luckily all's well and i met up with Sheena, Stephie, Wei Yi and her friend. The're like so bad to me cause's they kept "che-ying" me for whatever i say. >.< Took an MRT home and slept till 8 plus. Met up with Joseph for dinner, had KFC and i had a medium Pepsi and a medium whipped potato cause i'm on a diet. Debated on where to go after that using cognitive's evaluation method.

Solutions

Slack at my house.
Slack at kopitiam.
Go watch Getai.

Criteria/Limiting factor
I have school tomorrow.
I have UT tomorrow.
I have to do my RJ.
Afraid of ghost.

So after evaluating, we ended in slacking at my house. Oh by the way, watch this, it's kinda funny http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYTGdi1w-Cs.

That's all folks!..

~ 3:20 pm ~
Happy 20th Birthday Kelvin!... XD

I'm still in school, shall blog more once i reach home.. =D

Sunday, August 12, 2007
~ 11:36 pm ~
Weeee... Just came home from work.. Oh and before i forget, Happy Birthday Yumiko!.. XD

Ok people, let's get to the chase shall we, so that i can quickly go to bed. =D Anyways, reached school early on Friday(Even Mark agreed ok?). Problem of the day was to compare the problem we faced a few weeks back and that of buying a new laptop. Sounds easy, but it ain't easy. Luckily we had a capable team with a great leader(Drum rolls for Hong Wei!)... Hahaha.. We helped Sab(don't say I never write about you ok. XD) with her twin bunny problem which lead to a certain someone sending her messenger to me(maybe it's my fault cause' i blurted it out too loudly) and well, kinda pissed me off but what the heck.. Why care about people who doesn't have a life, and yes, i mean literally!.. Treated my friends to doughnuts and the third meeting went smoothly.. Jason and I met up with DSS(Yes! It's the complete set) after school and headed to causeway to meet Qin Zhi. Steph did her bank transaction thingy and SS went home, while Dan, Jason, Qin Zhi and I went to catch Rush Hour 3. I decided to give Dan the free ticket as at first, Hong Wei turned i down and since Dan was so nice to give his o Vincent, giving it to him was the best idea. Loved the movie, shouldn't put any spoilers here but, yeah, Chis Tucker was really funny. Walked around Causeway after the movie and returned home to sleep. XD

Slacked at home the enire Saturday.. Yeap, chatted on MSN with some friends and did some kitbashing(it's like doing plastic models, except it's more of remoulding and repainting a toy to make it better or to suit your taste.) on my 76' Bumblebee.. Well, i'll try to get the pics up once i've put on the finishing touches. I repainted the black parts silver, like it should be in the movie, and used an extra arm from my spolit 76' Bumblebee and a spare tail from my Zoids Blade Liger to make the arm canon thingy. Left home before midnight for Yumiko's chalet, luckily i managed to catch the last train to Pasir Ris just in time. =D Met Matt and Nadia outside Downtown East's Cheers, then headed to the chalet to wait for CS, Jason, Eric, Daniel, Amin and more to shirk wrap her.. Wakakka... But hell, she struggled like a wild boar and many of us go hurt but her finger nails but at least it's fun.. =D Drank a cup of Burbon afterwards and was almos drunk. Then Eric made me sit beside me and asked me to drink some "coke". Well, it's coke with Jim Beam, and yes i made me feel that i was faint anytime. Chatted with Eric, Daniel, Amin and Ying, Amin's nice and funny, well so are the rest. Haha. Then Eric made me drink another cup and i was like.... Well, words can't really explain how bad it was and yeah, Ying was kinda worried cause' i had to work the next day. Felt much better after i puked and headed to the chalet to sleep.

Woke up at around 9, watched cartoons till about 11.30, then headed to whitesands to buy my hair wax and deodorant spray. Headed down to forum and had brunch in the tower. Surprisingly, i was feeling as lethargic as i thought i would be. Was suppose to cover the entrance form 2 to 3 but i had to g back several times after 3 because it was kinda busy over there. Heard about Siarhan from the staffs, felt kinda shocked. That kinda distracted me for awhile and Abdullah was asking why was not enthu as before, maybe i'm just tired.. Hahaha. Straightened BRU today, it was quite a breeze compared to Boys and *gulps* FF/Outdoor. Dad fetched me home after work and yep, the first thing i did was blogged. =D Ok guys, see ya!..

Friday, August 10, 2007
~ 11:08 am ~
Happy Belated Birthday Singapore!!!.. I love you loads!.... Anyways yesterday was National Day but i shall blog from Tuesday onwards..

Went school for UT on Tuesday, dreadfully, i was in the same team as Bunny freak again. Decidedto run from school during 2nd break as almost everyone i knew did, except for bunny freak and some hardworking classmates. Headed to Causeway to meet Sheena and Steph, then left for town with Jason and Syazwan. Met Ying Jie and Krystle on my way to magic hall, took a picture with them outside Meridian.. Hahahas.. I miss 4E5.. >.< Went magic hall and bought this super chio deck of black cards.. Yeah!.. I have new cards to play tai-di with le... XD Headed to work after that. Apparently Darwin doesn't believe i had quitted smoking!. Evil. Straightened boys' section AGAIN!. Growls.. But it's ok, finished it in 1 and a half hour this time.. =D Had un wet-mopping, with Razi's Style-H(shouldn't elaborate) mopping.. Hahaha.. Went home alone after work cuz i guess i was the only one taking train.

Nothing much happened on Wednesday, was suppose to go school but well, felt kinda tired so i stayed home and sleep instead. Hehehe... Met up with Joseph for dinner, slacked at West Mall then went home to play CS. Got pwned by him(no surprise, i suck.. Hahaha..).

Went to meet an old friend at City Hall.. Walked from Funan to Simlim. Then left to Dhoby Ghaut to meet Qin Zhi, Jason and his girlfriend Hwee Fang(correct me if i'm wrong. =X). Sent Hwee Fang home and slacked at Sengkang.. 1st time going there and i was like so high cuz the MRT and LRT there were like so nice and much more advance then those in the West can? Had pasta for dinner, chatted with Qin Zhi and Jason about the bunnyman, turns out that the are many that dislike him. I was glad cuz before that i thought i was the only one. =X Went shopping for clothes then when to Causeway to buy tickets for Rush Hour 3 tomorrow. Went 77th street afterwards to buy my wallet chain, then queued for doughnuts at Munchy Donut and went home. =D

Reached school at 9.40 today, went down to buy food for Allan and Hong Wei and well, then I'm here blogging. Hehehe. Time to pay attention to Marc, C'yaz.. =D

Once what i thought was wildflower, now became a spark, so short, yet so sweet. I hate myself for not appreciating until it is coming to an end. What's done is done, if i could turn back time.

Monday, August 06, 2007
~ 1:04 am ~
Boooo... Need to post before i sleep fearing my blog will rot... Ahahhaha... (Lame)

Anyways, the past few days had been kinda meaningful..

Let's start with friday ya... Reached school at about 9.40, Miss Seow was like happy that I reached during the 1st meeting an well she asked my team mates to assign me work to do.. Thanks Miss Seow!... XD Went down and had mee pok with Jason during the 1st break, saw things that i don't wanna see and told Sheena about it when i met her.. Hahaha.. Went for lunch with Steph during 2nd break and went home with her too cuz Sheena had to go sent her mom off to the airport and Dan as usual had to DOTA again... Slacked in Steph's class cuz she wants to do online shopping and she told me about the animes that made her cry. I remembered how much i weeped when Shinn let Stella's body sink into the river after Kira killed her and yes!. I wanna watch those anime's, but i guess i don't really have the time to do so. Lol.

Was suppose to cover CS on Saturday but felt a little sick so yeah, I can't.. Sorry Cs KOR KOR! XD. Stayed home and slept through almost the whole day.. Watched the TNMT Steph sent me the day before, it's funny, especially Michelangelo, he's so cute can? Haha. Mom cooked dinner and had dinner at home. Yes! DINNER AT HOME. After many many years, i had a home cooked meal.

Woke up at 10 today, watched cartoons and mom fetched me to work. Covered Madeline for the first hour and went on to do my SOS. I'm doing boys section alone people!.. Then Hui Ya, the robo-boa(Boa as in the snake, not my beloved BoA. XD) promoter asked me what block am i from. I was like.. HARH? Then i realized that she too was from RP and well, guessed she saw me a couple of occasions before, but yeah, sorry i didn't notice, i'm almost blind. Chatted with her cuz stupid Abdullah was working morning shift and also was a standby cashier.=( Went back to cover the entrance after break, heeded Shah's advice to start straightening immediately after that and VIOLA~.!!.... Even though Boys is the biggest world, with heaps of reshop, i was the first to finish straightening everything!... Muaahahaahahaha... Mom picked me up after work, went online to submit my RJ for Cognitive and Communications. Well.. Off to bed.. Nights everyone! <3

Thursday, August 02, 2007
~ 9:56 pm ~
Dude, you'r such a bitch!.. Not only do you try(too bad i don't care you loser) make other's feel inferior, you show off rubbish infront of people, and flirt with big fat girls who bitch non stop. Nice one. Everyone's telling me you have no eyes, i say, it's not you don't it's beacause they are too small, you're almost blind. So stop being so despo and get a life? Good thing i'll only need to see you for another two more weeks, or else i'll puke in your face you ignorant brat.

Sorrie, just venting my frustration on some blind fucker who think that they are damn good... Stop being so narcissistic, nobody wants to be you and if you're ladies' man then i'm Optimus Prime.

School as usual today, teamed up with Allan, Hong Wei, Kelvin and Chun Hui. I'm early and their nice to me. =D I must try to be early for school as promised!..

~ 12:09 am ~
Boring week!.. Hahahas...

Since pictures speaks a thousand words, and since i haven't received the pics from steph, i've got nothing much to say.. Haahaaa..

Anyways, highlights were on saturday, went to watch NDP preview with Joseph and weeeeee.... This year's bag is style man!.. Wakakakaz... Motivated to join Soka for NDP next year now! Aunt Mary said she'll give me the details during recruitment. XD

Work as usual on Sunday, went Cathay on Monday after school to pick up my Ratchet and Ironhide!.. Now i have everyone!... The Autobots that is.. Wakakakaz...

Went Swensen's after school on Tuesday.. My sourdough thingy was like, so small!... ARRRGGGHH... >.< But i enjoyed the Ice cream!..

Slacked till evening at home today, then went forum to pic up my third 08' BB and Final Battle Jazz.. I like the gun.. and well, i bought it cuz of the gun.. Plus mom bought me a new Keyboard!.. Thanks mom!... XD

Now i ask myself, have i ever loved her? Then i tell myself, no.. Guilty or not, at least i'm happy now that she's no longer here, that's for sure.. XD

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