Saturday, August 18, 2007
~ 10:59 am ~
Yesterday's the 18th of August.. Read back my archives for the past two years at this date to see why it means so much to me..
Anyways, Thursday was science, the problem was about MRI(Magnetic Resonance Imaging),how it works and how much better it is compared to X-Ray. Well it was kinda tough and most of us, infact all of us except Qin Zhi understood the equations. Thus Allan, Kelvin, Hong Wei and I presented more on how it works, the pros and cons etc. Went to food haven with the guys for lunch at the second meeting, then met up with Sheena, Steph and Wei who were also there and then went back to class to complete our work. 3rd meeting went quite smoothly, our group's presentation wasn't bad at all thanks to Qin Zhi. Went home with Steph and Sheena after school, chatted awhile with Sheena. Guessed I kinda hurt her when i joked on Wednesday. Sorry Sheena. =( Sheena also told me no matter how much i like Shan, if i change totally for her i won't be myself anymore. Thanks for that advice Sheena!. XD Chatted with Sabrina on MSN, soon Jason and Allan were added in too. Allan told me how much i had changed and if I could feel the difference in how much classmates are treating me now. Well, guys, I'm sincerely sorry for what I have done in the past few months, I promise to do my best in Poly in the future and to put work aside for my studies because that's what I am, a student.
Was suppose to reach school at 8.30 today, but it rained havily so i reached at about 8.45. Had breakfast in class and Marc arrived shortly afterwards. Some people were late so Marc released the problem statement late and when i asked hi if it's out he asked,"Marcus are you sick today?". Hahaha.. Allan, Kelvin, Hong Wei, Jason and Qin Zhi were in my group today. Qin Zhi came at 11.30 because he went to buy doughnuts from Donut Factory(Raffles City) for us. Thanks Qin Zhi!. Marc also treated us to Pizzas and we had lunch in class. Thanks Marc! I'm so gonna miss you. =( It was wonderful. XD Third meeting went well, Marc complimented on our presentation and the whole class too, he told us he could see the difference in our work now compared to the initial few weeks. Went for dinner at Causeway with DSS and Vincent. I didn't eat because I wasn't feeling too well, instead played DTX Mania. =D Went to sweettalk to buy some drink and Daniel treated us. Thanks Daniel!. XD Took a bus home and Steph was annoyed at the couple two seats infront of us who were like cuddling on the bus. When we turned back to talk one of their friends actually turned his back to face us but when we turned back so did he, kinda strange. I alighted last and i went home to play CS. Met up with Joseph at Macs because I wanted to eat dinner, he studies there whilei played CS and went home at around 2.30, went home after that. Could see that he was kinda exhausted because he has been working at Mark's and Spencer for the past few days.
Nothing much happened yesterday, literally slept through the entire day because i haven't fully recovered so i decided to rest more. Had a dream about her again, it's been a long time since i dreamt about her. =( Was suppose to catch a movie with Qin Zhi and Jason but i couldn't because I was really exhausted. Went to read Charmine's blog and I got really pissed off. Firstyly, she claimed that NONE of her exs ever love her but hello? Did you ever loved your exs too? Do you know how effing difficult it is to commit to a relationship when the other party is an immatured girl who refuses to let go of the pre-pubescent crush? When people tell each other "I love you" because they do indeed treasure it's meaning, however for you, you could tell it to a guy a thousand times but in your heart it will always be "I love Ben and no one else because that's what my heart tells me to". PLease stop being to naive will you? If you do not love a person please do not expect the other person to love you back as well. I'm glad I never loved you because after 2 days when the relationship ended you were already bragging about your new boyfriend and my friends and I were pissed of by that(seriously, who wouldn't?, you said that there isn't a need to explain things to us. Hello?? It clearly states here that you do not care about how your ex feels anymore so why should we even bother about how you felt? Please, get a life and stop saying ohh my life is so horrible, ohh i hate my life and another minute I love my darling alot, and then Oh, I love Ben so much. You make my blood oil and please, for Pete's sake it's impossible for you and Ben(for obvious reasons) so just grow up ok?. One more thing even though you may just be 5 months younger the Shan but your mentality is like a 13 year old and i am ashamed to call myself your ex.
