Friday, December 14, 2007
~ 12:26 am ~
A year ago you left me. I was lost, I had no where to go, no one to turn to. I've given everyone up because of you. Nothing seemed more important then than you being by my side and just in a moment, you're gone. That doesn't mean I gave up. I tried to forget, yet the more I do so, the more desperate I get. I did stuffs that were stupid and was totally out of this world and eventually things turned real ugly. It was then that I realized, the ones whom I really needed were by my side all along and I almost forsaked them.
After you left me, i became stronger, I did not allow any little emotions to get into my way anymore. Afraid to get closer and too attached to anyone out of the fear of loss and yes, relationship after relationship, this virtue that you had taught me still stood strong. It was you who showed me that I was naive, that puppy love was never meant to last. Girl, for that and more you mean more to me then ever, and even if I'll never again hold you in my arms, nor even have a sentence with you, the memories we had will never forgotten. I sincerely thank you for everything you've done for me.
I miss you
